Hello Angels! Welcome to Forgive Everything. Regret Nothing.
As an introductory post, let me introduce the purpose of this blog.
This blog is an extension of a group chat that I created on November 23, 2022. I invited a small group of family and friends to join me as I chronicled my journey to heal the emotional burdens that had weighed me down for far too long. I called this group- Indigo’s Angels. The idea came to me as I was vacationing, alone, in Hawaii to celebrate my 52nd birthday. I will share more about this powerful, life changing experience in the days to come!
In 2022, I decided that enough was enough! I was sick and tired of being sick and tired….of me! So, I set an intention to go find me! And bring me back to the woman I’ve always been. I knew a higher, happier, and more loving version of me existed; and I was determined to find her. I had a made-up mind that it was time for me to become the woman, little me, dreamt I would become! So, I strategically set out on a path to heal my inner child and to live life fully, out loud and on purpose!
I attended spiritual retreats. I traveled to the mountains and the ocean. I read relentlessly. Each day, I became more courageous to see the image in the mirror. I remembered moments in my life that I had buried. Life-altering moments, to say the least. I forgave people I thought I had already forgiven. And most importantly, I forgave myself. I forgave myself for thinking that I was not enough; for making choices that did not serve my greatest good. I cried a lot. I was angry a lot. I wanted to give up a lot. And I am so grateful that I had the courage to share ALL of this with my Angels. And I did! I told the truth! I admitted the days that I wanted to give up! And then I didn’t. I told my Angels how I was going to keep going. And I did!
I was inspired to tell the whole story because I knew victory was on my side. For over 30 years, I read 100s of self-help books. And I always felt the stories were incomplete. I wanted to know more about the journey, and less about the end results. I was less interested in the (anti) social media posts that are too often mere fantasies and unrealistic realities of most people’s lives, including the very person sharing ONLY their highlights and good times with their pretend friends.
I wanted to know how to keep going when I didn’t have the strength! And since there was a void and it was something I so desperately desired, I decided to create it! And now, I am ready to invite others. I am ready to expand my circle of influence. I am ready to be vulnerable and invite you to do the same. I am ready to share the wisdom I have gained as I traveled this journey. A journey I am still on. But now, I walk with more pep in step and more pride in my stride. Now, I have a real understanding of who I am and why I was created. I have an inner peace I never knew was possible. Depression no longer steals my joy. Shame has been put to sleep. And I was able to achieve this authentic joy and real peace because I learned to FORGIVE EVERTHING and to REGRET NOTHING! To you, I say, WELCOME. I welcome you to this safe place to surrender it ALL!
Stay blessed!
with love, indigo reign
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